“oh, for christ’s sake, alex! for once, I wish you could see me for who I am and not who you want me to be. sometimes I don’t think you know me at all. I’m not like you. I can’t afford to be reckless. I wasn’t raised by a loving, ive family like you were. I have centuries of history bearing down on my shoulders. my life is the crown and yours is politics, and I will not trade one…

well… here I am rewatching this film. after I first watched it, I planned on never rewatching it because it’s just so painful watching it, but at the same time it’s amazing, it’s perfection. I wanted an escape from reality today, because it hasn’t been going so great lately… so I rewatched this film and I can say it wasn’t a great decision. I was crying and balling my eyes out the entire time.

I’ve never felt so attached and…